cravingyou

i stand in your splendor

2006-01-08T00:05:00.000-08:00

E.E Cummings once wrote:

i carry your heart with me( i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere i go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate, my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

love

sweet sixteen

2006-01-04T03:33:00.000-08:00

wow, sixteen. o' levels beckon. i really pray i get the gist of studying and just working hard throughout the year. Today was the second day of school and for some reason it seemed so dreary and draggy OH YEAH wait that's because all our lessons are 45 minutes now. grrr. Okay anyway i cant believe we cant wear FBTs for P.E hahah and the ballet buns. oh well but mmmmm better go cut my nails. I shall read some bio and history after dinner. Love

Walk His Way Live His Life

2005-12-03T06:38:00.000-08:00

I commit my life into Your hands my Father, give me a passion for Your name. Which burns oh so brightly for Your name. Lord, i pray that all hindrances and fears will my lifted off me that i will be someone after your heart. I will never stray away from you Lord and that in every single aspect of my life I will submit it to Your control, not my power but Yours my Father. Help me to live for Your glory to go forth in faith not looking ahead, but looking for the future You have so lovingly placed ahead for me. I am not afraid but still I feel tears in my eyes, for i know You are in me my Lord. I will Walk Your Way and Live Your life to the best of my ability. Be with me my Father, i pray you grant me wisdom, strength and courage. I know You are the only one who can make me feel alright for once in my life. I love you my Lord.

bryc camp was truly meaningful i thank everyone and God and for all those who came to pray for me.

happy birthday

2005-11-21T05:34:00.000-08:00

ahh finally have this new blog up(: i don't know but i got tired of like using diaryland. But anyway guess who's birthday it is?! its SHU'S! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HON! love you oh so much- may all your wishes and dreams come true forever and ever. hope you like the presents i got for you and fong's elephant piggybank--> though for selfish intention but haha it is cute!
look at shu's dorky little birthday girl cone hat haha how adorable ohh and sorry but i JUST HAD TO post that bad photo, see what happens behind the scenes my conclusion is that jess cannot use cameras. i will post up the other photos tomorrow they're terribly hilarious and they have ducky in them.bangkok was so fun! haha eat, shop, sleep, wakeup, eat, shop, sleep, i'm sure you get the picture. anyway i better be heading off to go wrap other people's birthday presents. i barely did any homework and everyone seems to be doing them and having tuition and all that, i feel so lazy maybe i'll try doing it tomorrow. loveee